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dok čekaš na malteške papire, ne smeš nigde da odeš sa malte. to jest, smeš da odeš, al ne mož se vratiš. iskreno, osećala sam se kao pravi dadli iz ''stolica''. al dadli iz stolica izađe kroz prozor, da ne kažem kapiju, tako da sam znala da i ovaj dadli mora, kad-tad. sloboda. oslobađanje. uzmeš pasoš i zapališ isti dan. tako i mi, gvozden me vodio u pariz. on išao na konferenciju, ja u šetnju. prvo nisam htela da idem, a onda se mislim, nisam normalna. ko može da odbije pariz? under circumstances? i uzmuvali smo energije, opet, najzad.

pošto sam predhodni put, prvi, bila jedan dan i jednu noć, sad sam bila tri dana.

divna varoš, sve mi je bilo potaman, sve mi je bilo domaće i kućno i sto puta.

znam dva izraza i dvanaest reči na francuskom, al svi su hteli da pričaju sa mnom, jer ja prvo kažem bonžur, pa onda udri engleski sa avec i apres.

svirali su mi orgulje u saint severin crkvi, a nije bila misa. fala. i srela sam se sa sv. mikajlom, da ne kažem familijom. kaže, spustio je mač, neće više da bije naše bitke. i uopšte, dosta je bitaka.

popeli smo se na kulu. bilo je famozno. nikad neću zaboraviti kad sam je prvi put ugledala. velika, prava, svetli. pa blješti. mesto moći.

pela sam se uz stepenice, pa silazila, gazila kilometre, svuda kud me je tanja vodila, a vodila me svuda. sa svima me upoznala. a ja se sećala, pa sećala... paralelna stvarnost. jedna od mnogih. hvala.

sutra drugo pomračenje. imajte spremnu nameru, želju, putić.

sve je dobro u svemu stvorenom, znate to...





my greatest desire, since ever, was to live in a tropical island. and do nothing but to be and enjoy being. so i finally got that. but i totally neglected possibility of isolation that living in an island might bring. waiting for my resident permit, which was like more than two months, brought me to feeling of imprisonment. i felt like deadly dadly that i played last year in ''chairs''. stuck in the island. then i remembered that dadly frees himself leaving thru the gate, so i knew this dadly is going same way.
once when we were granted with sticker, we immediately left. my son took me on a trip to paris. he was attending some conference and i was walking.

...and walking, and climbing stairs and crossing miles and it was worth every step i took. it was, oh, so familiar, so mine and i felt home. remembrance.

we climbed the tower, i loved it. place of power.
i visited st michael to check out if he comes without his sword this time and he said yes, no more fight, no more battles.
somebody played organ when i entered saint severin's church . merci. i knew that place.

i had wonderful guide, she introduced me to all. thank you.

grace, ease, flow. freedom.

so this is where i am at. the moment. we have another eclipse tomorrow. do have wish, intention or desire ready for it is going to come true. think of nice things. :)

all is well in all of creation. what else is possible?




paris in november 2012 eclipses Eiffel tower Saint Severin church
this was on nov 10th. very grateful indeed. every time i ask myself why did i come to this island at the first place, i go down to the sea. that's why. so, what else is possible?

waiting for two eclipses. one by one... bring it on!



fine brojke, baš su se lepo poređale... 10.11.12, 11.11.12, 12.11.12, 13.11.12. pomračenje. negde totalno, negde se ne vidi, al svima je pomračenje. plus retrogradni merkur, plus još jedno pomračenje opet za koji dan. svaki put kad se zapitam koji ću moj na ovoj jebenoj steni, da ne kažem otočju, treba da odem do mora. zato. plivala sam desetog novembra. nisam mogla da ne uđem, a da nisam ušla, uh, kako bih se zeznula.

how does it get any better for that matter?

swimming in november 2012 eclipses


ovo je bilo juče. u novembru, što je moj lični rekord kad je u pitanju plivanje u moru. raniji rekord je bio 26. oktobar.

ok, na malti je ovo najlepše. pojma nemam kako ću kad više ne bude moglo da se pliva u moru, nego ulicama usled preobilnih zimskih kiša, al eto, sad još uvek može. još je lepše jer nema turista, oću reći nije gužva, a nije ni vrelina. dođeš na plažicu, okupaš se i pališ kući.

provalila sam u komšiluku malu lagunu i zovem je zadnje dvorište. toliko je mala i baš je ko da mi je u dvorištu iza kuće. nema sveta, nije usput, taman. a voda... vidi se. i nije ni ladna. to jest, možda i jeste, al meni nije, jer mi je mnogo gore ako je ladan vazduh nego voda. tako da sad bežim tu.

inače je život malteški u stvari život na selu. imam zaista zadnje dvorište u kome raste banana i mandarina, nana, ruzmarin i limun trava, što bi trebalo da tera komarce, al jok. sve je to neko drugi zasadio pre mene, jer je već sve odraslo ihaj. ja sam dodala žbuniće lavande, a sve drugo što sam htela nije uspelo jer ima neviđeno puževa i golaća i stonogi. i puževi izjedoše sve, popasoše. pravila sam im zamke i muke i za sad najbolje uspeva pivo, dođu i podave se onako pijani. mamicuim.



so this is my personal the best, swimming in the sea in november. my previous record was like october 26th, but now its 4th of november. that is the best part of living in malta, nice clean water, not so cold, not too many people in my backyard beach. this is kinda secluded off-road beach. i believe it can be crowded during summer, but now it's almost empty, people just come, swim a bit and leave. backyard lagoon, yum. what else is possible?

not to much to say about living in this village. it's quiet living, very quiet. sometimes i have a feeling like do i live at all, but then, i use this quiet time to be with me. the bestest company.


quiet living in malta
should i call this new life, new beginning, new me? whatever you call it, it's exciting.

after rocking in the free world with my favorite band through europe, i found myself home, packing, painting, more packing. i was moving energies which led me to literally moving. malta, that we have visited last winter, is to be my home for next... don't know how long. my boy is back to (new) school, my husband is back to work (not that new) and me... i am still moving the energies, so let's see what happens.

malta was nice so far. wonderful skies, lovely weather, warm waves and pleasant people. so far. of course, when you're just visiting everything is charming and later, when you get into the ''real life'', you begin to see what's underneath and things somehow start to bother you; like lousy public transport, rude drivers, flooded streets and mosquitoes, to name but a few. so i shall turn my cheek to the better things and ignore the annoying parts.

i did so much this summer. not to mention just physical work at my home town, but i also did so much for me. within. beside enjoying pearl jam, i also attended crimson circle conference in austria which was grand experience. felt so much right, so much like me. i was... happy. and i intend to go to many more meetings of a kind. i feel deeply thankful to everybody and specially to me. :)



quiet place in austria where meeting held place. we did shake it a bit, in a most lovely way. thank you, shaumbra!

sad na sprskom. ;)

preselila sam se. sad živim na malti, takva je prilika, pošto sam naučila da komadujem energijama da me služe, jer zato i jesu tu, pomerila sam se sa vekovnog ognjišta. huh! olakšanje, dabome.

posle koncerata sam krečila, pakovala, još pakovala, sređivala stan za stanara koji će u njemu da biva, bila tri nedelje na raspustu na malti i opet se vratila u beograd da pokupim pippu, the mačku. u međuvremenu sam išla na konferenciju u klosternojburg, da se sretnem sa ljudima i entitetima koji čine dobar deo mog života poslednjih godina. new energy conference, perfektno iskustvo. ići ću opet, jer sam bila totalno srećna, totalno slobodna i porasla sam pola metra od onda. nova ja.

a sad i novo mesto za život. pa da vidimo kako će da se pokaže.



new energy conference 2012 malta
koji je koncert bio najbolji? nemam pojma, bila sam samo na četri. iako je energija u berlinu bila jugendovska, što će reći vrlo snažna, najdecentniji i najdelikatniji je ipak bio amsterdam 2. amsterdam cvaj. posle sam u berlinu čula present tense, koju kako znamo obožavam, al ipak... što reko dimi, bila sam na amsterdamu dva. majke mi bilo je vanzemaljski.

dosta sam objašnjavala zašto pearl jam u ovo doba planete i moje životno, uvek druge set liste, vajb, ljubav, reči, struja... ko ga šiša zašto. zato. dotkom.

obično idem na jedan koncert, sad sam išla na četri. i mislila sam, ima život da mi se smuči i super što idem na četiri, taman da pošizim i taman da mi dosadi, jer malo je zabrinjavajuća ova pearl jam adikcija... i mislim ja tako, fina gospođa u plišanom ogrtaču sa kartom za sedenje. jebiga. ništaodtoga, jedna reč.

ah.

posle sam išla u berlin na još dve doze. osobito društvo u berlinu, hvala. :) udoban krevet, lepo vreme, besprekoran prevoz i fina talijanska klopa. :P inače me briga za berlin, kao što me je briga za bilo koju varoš samu za sebe. mene zanimaju ljudi vezani za mesta, za sama mesta mi je svejedno. i kako u tom trenutku nisam imala ljude vezane za berlin (kao sad), mogla sam da ga provedem u botaničkoj bašti. berlin kroz berlinski garden. what else is possible?

i onda meni baštovanu, tako naloženom, nastupi pearl jam sa berlinom cvaj... how did i get so lucky?

nekako je... utešno kad sa mnom peva sedamnaest iljada iste reči unis. sa istom dobrom energijom. uz taj bend to znači TE reči... ako znate na šta mislim, a ne mislim kako je bjelo dugme sve opjevalo... (uf, otkud mi to... :P )

kod kuće sam. niš bicikl amsterdamski. jok ravnica. ništa kiša i ladnoća. c. al zato ne idem na posao. ne ustajem rano i ne budem tamo osam jebenih sati. krečim gajbu i... selim se na maltu. what else is possible?

i kakve sad to veze ima sa pearl jam? nikakve, al ima veze sa mnom isto kao i pearl jam što ima. život. i priključenija? koga zabole, samo nek se valja, samo nek raste i napreduje, nek se menja i okreće... the shift.

wash (my love) da otvori ziggo gig 27. juna... who could ask for more?




well, i was thinking that four gigs will do. just enough movement and heat and noise for my tender hearing... i thought i would actually get sick. :) i taught my pearl jam addiction is not safe and normal so it would just evaporate... somehow... i could not be wrong more.

you know why i love this band. love, energy - good energy, caring, cuddling, you name it. along with this voice... beautiful as sin. comforting it is when seventeen hundred sing along same lines with you. in harmony.

i was at amsterdam two. i was also at both berlin_s. but amsterdam fucken two... thank you.

now home. not so much feeling well_known_post_tour_depression. actually not at all. i am still so much in love with this band, nice lady in her corduroy jacket and with seating tickets. nice lady that sings so loud and clear that everyone around her bow in respect.

back home in whole different environment. environment that is about to change since i move my ass to malta. :) new start. thank you, what else is possible? :)

still, one world. one creation in which all is well. let it swirl, spin, let it expand and shift. life. maybe the last one, so do not take it as sound check. or dress rehearsal. also don't take it to seriously. it's just now. take it, enjoy it, expand and fly. you're giventofly.


pearl jam european tour 2012


if you need to kill someone, you better sing your lungs out, said one monk long time ago to a troubled girl. well, i say you better sing your lungs out first, before you get an urge for killing. because singing is power, voice is powerful and energy moves super easy on singing wings. we come to basics, music.

so i joined pearl jam in singing. loud, louder, the loudest and i so fucken enjoyed it. two gigs in amsterdam this season, so far. i love being at their concerts, energies are powerful and good and i simply dive into it every time, but last night was mind-blowing at least said. like if all of this power, electricity, grandness went through my whole body and every system it runs, to the point of blasting.

it's funny that i try to ''explain'' the feeling, specially for very few people in my life can accept my pearl jam addiction, but i have an urge to share. concert was last night and night before and almost all i can feel now is fullness and appreciation.

so i think, the point is to be at that place, to be present, to be fully aware, to be at now moment and if sometimes all it takes is to be at pearl jam gig, i wanna be there all the time. for me, it's like home coming. :)



još sam u amsterdamu di sam došla da slušam pearl jam uživo, što radim kad god ima prilike i povoljno se poređaju okolnosti. tako i sad, 2012, lane su preskočili, opet holandija, hvala im na tome, pa i ja eto tu opeta... vreme je awful, kiša postrance i vetar, o landoći da ne govorimo, tako da sam se sa beogradske žege skinula u sekundi. od amsterdama, ne računajući ljude zbog kojih dolazim, ne mislim na bend, najviše volim bicikl, sad se razvedrilo, te žurim ovo da sastavim i zajašem amsterdamskog konja da iskoristim sunce koje se promolilo.

koncert je bio dve večeri. prvo i drugo veče. :P prvo je bilo fenomenalno, al drugo, sinoć... ne sećam da sam skoro bila toliko ushićena. ne znam kako bih opisala to osećanje i zašto se time uopšte i bavim, al eto, da znate di sam. u kojoj dimenziji.

pevajte! kad god imate priliku, pevajte, ispod tuša, u reci, na sceni, u šumi, pevajte, nema veze šta mislite dal umete il ne, umete. pustite glas da ispomera energije ko mi sinoć. :)

thank you all who joined in last two nights, you were a blast!


pearl jam in amsterdam 2012
si živa, pitam ja samu sebe. toliko sam živa i toliko je oko mene živo da ne znam dal je ikad bilo ovako. stalno pričam kako su energije divlje i treba ih zajahati, al sad mi se čini da nikad nisu bile ''divljije''. plus ovo dakle, 16. juna, kolko samo što nije, ima još jedan da udari. vušššš....

ja baš ne osećam kako zvekne elektromagnetski talas, al osećam posledice. trese se bre. kako je kod vas? mislim, znam kako je, isto.

bio je venerin tranzit, nisam pominjala, bilo je lunarno pomračenje par dana pre toga, nisam ni to pominjala, iskreno, nisam stigla. al da se vrti, vrti se. da se usijava, usijava se, samo treba pogledati kakvi su naši životi. nikad nije bilo dinamičnije. al stanite, pogledajte, nemojte samo da vas baca...

pearl jam uskoro na našem kontinentu, jedva čekam, pa sve računam, kroz muziku na struju ima da se uzemljim. il zavarničim?

kad smo kod toga, dišite duboko i svesno i pijte više vode. ;) ko može nek glasno peva, ja ću evo na koncertima. hopefully veoma glasno. :)





so how is everything? feeling any tensions? feeling grand transits, solar flairs, eclipses, pole shifting, strange weather patterns...? anything? or maybe everything? shift? i do. i feel it all and so often i feel overwhelmed and tired. my personal dynamics are... ahem, dynamic. everything happens at the same time and not just some minor events. rather huge... but about that in coming weeks.

in the meantime, enjoy the energies, place simple order: ''I command you to serve me!'' and see what happens. breath deep slow breaths and take more water for cleaning, clearance and information. how does this get any better than this?

pearl jam are coming to our old continent and i just can't wait to sing very very loud and let this all out. ;)

all is well in all of creation. we're angels having human experience, remember that. we are powerful creators, that is why all of this is possible at the first place.

Image Credit: NASA, ESA, the Hubble Heritage Team (STScI/AURA)-ESA/Hubble Collaboration, and W. Keel (University of Alabama)

june 2012 the shift
dakle srećnici, znali ste kad da se rodite. :) u vreme kad se odigrava događaj koji se odigrava jednom u 25929 godina! ok, sama eklipsa nije ništa spec. em ima svake godine, em mi u evropi nema da je vidimo jer u to vreme ima da spavamo, al nije samo to... sunce nam, zemlja nam i naša luna, ovog puta se ređaju u nizu sa centralnim suncem naše galaksije mlečni put, koje se nalazi u plejadama (vlašićima) i zove se alkiona

da bi došla u ovu poziciju, zemlji treba pomenutih skoro 26000 godina i ona sad prolazi kroz snažan fotonski pojas. prolazak kroz pojas je možete zamisliti koliko moćan, al i neophodan za život na zemlji i njen sledeći preobražaj. drugim rečima, ULAZIMO U ZLATNO DOBA!

fotoni utiču na naša tela, našu svest, emocije i mozak. apsorbujemo više svetlosti što povišava naše vibracije i menja perspektivu koju imamo o životu. i opet, ura! preobražaj! odbacujemo staro, čistimo ostatke, dalje ni ne možemo sa drljavim paketima otrcanih verovanja i uprašnjavelim sistemima. sloboda? sloboda.

ne da oću da kažem da će svi da se oslobode dvajestog. al proces je počeo i ko odabere da ostane, biće svedok divota koje se odvijaju u danima i godinama i desetljećima koja dolaze. ako ste izdržali do sad, drž'te se još malo.

i nemojte da se sekirate ako nenormalno spavate, bilo loše ili malo, ili mnogo ili u nenormalno vreme.





ovo je eklipsa iz 1994. koja je bila vrlo slična ovogodišnjoj koja će da bude. nadamo se. ;) source http://www.space.com/

this is 1994. eclipse quite similar to one that is to happen this year. but, this sunday, may 20, at 4:24 PM, PDT, there will be a solar eclipse that happens only once every 25,920 years!!! you guys living on the west american coast are to witness it with your own eyes, we in europe are going to witness it with our inner eye, while sleeping, since the energies are powerful.

we, the lucky ones that have chosen to be alive in this age of time, let's celebrate!

this solar eclipse is created by an alignment of our earth, moon and our sun. however, the amazing energy of this very rare event is created by the simultaneous alignment of our earth, moon and sun with the central sun of our milky way galaxy located in the pleiades. this central sun is named alcyone.

our solar system is moving into this photon belt right now! the photons are filling our earth, our bodies and our consciousness. this huge influx of light is affecting our body, our mind and our emotions. We are absorbing more and more light which is increasing our vibration and changing our perspective about all of life! we are all in the process of transformation!!!

the old ways are leaving, our body is being cleansed, our sleep patterns are shifting, our old emotional "baggage" is being cleared out, our mind is unable to function in its old ways, outdated beliefs and habits becomes glaringly obvious, our relationships are changing and our life is moving into the chaos of change and on into transformation.
source jo dunning

well, how did we get so lucky?

enjoy, all is well in all of creation!


solar eclipse may 2012 pomračenje sunca maj 2012


jutros. this morning, super_super_moon. vesak. buddha's birthday. budin rođendan.

buda se probudi, a vi? ;)

neko danas slavi džordža koji je ubio aždahu, neko džordža karlina, neko slavi budin rođendan, neko, kao ja, slavi život. ko i svaki drugi dan, oću reći.

all is well in all of creation. happy merry everything.


photo credits gvozden :)


vesak 2012 super moon
...and willie nelson covers pearl jam. how does it get any better?

uopšte mi se ne piše, iako sam dobre volje, baš sam došla sa odličnog miletovog koncerta, al imam da vam dojavim par stvari na brzaka.

mlad je mesec, a na nebu ludilo. evo, može da se vidi u sred varoši, ja sad vidla sa moje terase.

osim toga, naštimujte se na vreme za 20 maj. ovaj sad, 2012. u stvari, naštimujte se na mesec dana štimovanja, od pomračenja sunca 20. maja, preko pomračenja meseca 4. juna i onda do solsticija 20. juna... 20. maj, cosmic trigger.

ja baš nešto jedva čekam solsticij.

film thrive je dostupan za dž. dve čuke kvalitetnog programa.

pošto sam vas nafilovala linkovima, evo i narečenog vili nelsona. uživajte. ovo je vreme najbolje, a mi smo oni na koje smo čekali. what else is possible?



ok, it's new moon, meteor shower and mars, jupiter, mercury, venus are visible even in the middle of the city, i just observed great gig in the sky from my balcony and it's not all. get yourself ready for upcoming celestial events starting from 20th of may thru june 20th.


thrive is available for free online, enjoy it if you so choose.

i send my doctor angels to watch over my friend in canada diane and help her to fully recover after surgery. ♥

we are the ones we've been waiting for and this is the best of times. in 26000 years for sure. ;)

how does this get any better than this?

420 20 maj willie nelson just breathe
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